lala land

2009-10-21T00:35:00.001+08:00

breathe properly.
i have to.
if not i'll go crazy.

2009-10-20T23:56:00.003+08:00

いい人ブリたいんなら
他でやったら？

あなたに一体何か
解るって言うの

知ったような台詞に
頭痛がするわ

いつまで演じ続ける
つもりかしら？

あなたの瞳の奥は
誤魔化せない

哀れんだ眼差しに
吐き気がするわ

もういっそ罵ってよ
泣くことも出来ない位に
受けとめたりしないで
だってその手は冷たい

Why don’t you do it somewhere else if you want to pretend to be a nice person?
What the hell do you know?
Your know-it-all words are giving me a headache

When are you going to continue acting till?
Your eyes can’t fool mine; your pitiful looks is making me sick.

Just insult me
So hard that I can’t even cry anymore
Don’t accept me, because your hands are so cold

- 浜崎あゆみ

swim ow swim

2009-10-19T18:18:00.001+08:00

[[swim ow swim]]

Cut the story short, i slammed my hand into a plastic floating thing in the pool pretty damn hard :/

It feels like crap now and I'm using my middle finger to do most stuff because my right index finger kinda feels like crap :/

Sucks being stupid :(

I'm going to use my self-control and not open the fridge to snack (TT___TT)

Ribena diet was epic fail because we knew from the smell it would just taste bad haha.

Meeting Joy for lunch tomorrow before consumer behaviour lecture ~
Going to try to control my eating! Haha.

WE MUST ALL GO ON RIBENA DIET

2009-10-19T08:40:00.002+08:00

[[WE MUST ALL GO ON RIBENA DIET]]

What is a Ribena diet, you ask?
It's basically boiled/steam EVERYTHING.

with NO salt/msg.

It works coz this person code named Ribena, only eats like this.

WTF right, I know.
But she's skinny also.
WALANNNN.

Will also try to cut down my carbo intake.
SIANNNNNN.

Waiting for kelda chaiiiiiiiii to wakessss upsssss.
I texted her but she's not up yet (T_T)
We're going to go swimming today! Hurhur.
SWIM MORE = BURN MORE = CAN EAT MORE
hahahahaa.

sad

2009-10-17T19:25:00.004+08:00

[[sad]]

It's so sad that to be able to fully concentrate when being distracted by:
1. Gossip
2. Unlimited internet in school
3. Snacks
4. Sleep
5. MSN

... I have to resort to listening to NewS's ガンガンガンバッテ to cheer MYSELF onwards.
Yes, I have to listen to someone (or rather 6 different people) singing and telling me to JIAYOU.
How sad is my mentality man?

Answer: Very sad

Haha.
To de-guilt myself from Sammy's horrendous carbo dinner, (it was fantastic but the load of carbo will kill you) the first thing I ate when I got up was tomyum soup to speed up my metabolism rate.

I want to buy kimchi paste or something soon.
Kimchi soup FTW.
I'll happily eat it with my dumplings everyday, hehe.

Packed dinner and dessert for Kelda and I today, I FEEL LIKE A MUM.
Yes, that means i also feel old HAHA which is weird coz im younger than most of my friends ahhaa.
OK I SHUT UP NOW.

APPLE PIE!! HEHE.

I realised the daiso boxes are really freaking small that it is quite pathetic.
I'll only use it to pack snacks from now on ):
Waste my time washing sia.

I cant wait to go backto Singapore to sell most of my stuff away so i can get new stuff and dorries!!

I terribably want a blythe despite repeatedly telling myself no.
"NO GERI NO."

Btw Facebook rejected my change of names wtf.
I was changing it to my REAL name somemore. BUt this shitty "automated" system said no.
RETARDED. TO. THE. MAX.

I'm seriously broke because commonwealth atm is not working and my BoQ has only $20, which i withdrew today incase i needed money. (TT__TT)

Look what i brought with me to the lab today!:

GHOSTTTT.

2009-10-14T15:48:00.000+08:00

Daniel says:
Thursday - Friday I worked passed 24 hours, didn't sleep till 2,00 pm in the afternoon

❚❚❚ geri • nariko ❚❚❚ :
waaaaaa

Daniel says:
And I am 51
Cruel to work a man like that at 51
Don't you think so?
Now I think about it

HAHHAHAHHAAWTF. DAD.

WTF

2009-10-14T14:10:00.003+08:00

[[WTF]]

I'm supposed to be meeting kelda soon, but i need to let something off my chest.
*takes off bra*
KIDDING.
But WTF?!!!

IF YOU SPELL "BEAST" AS "BREAST" AND STILL GET 90 FOR IT, FUCK UR TUTOR LA. KNN.

Sorry i broke my promise of not swearing.
But i r dulan and the weather is making me cranky.
There better be mango at woolies later.
argh.

iPhone updates

2009-10-14T13:11:00.004+08:00

[[iPhone updates]]

So late, it makes my iPhone sad.

Anyways, back in the break, i went to eat pretty average jap food, but someone obviously thinks like i do there:

This is way better than the other tamago sushi version.

SOFTSHELL CRAB IS WIN.
Sushi here is shiok but they dont have this type of maki sushis.

I love this and it's going to be on my food list!

Kor took me out to eat at:

BAABAA.

THIS IS WIN AND I'LL BRING KELDA TO EAT THIS HAHA.

I LIKE THEM LONG.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
Sounds wrong, YA I KNOW.

Bought new shoes at bugis village, wore them FOR A DAY:

This is what happened.
It got pretty bad the next few days later.
I had to plaster both feet haha.
Going to get the silly rubber thingums to stick on the strap.
They dont sell the thin ones in spore :/

At movie world they had:

ICE CONE.
HOnestly i dont think i ever had one, besides ice kachang.
Well, it sucks.
Hahaha.
Ice kachang anyday please.
It was $3.50 too. I was just attracted to it coz of the pretty colours... like a fly to light.

Went to eat at obaltan, after we asked for a second serving of the free dishes, one of which was potato salad, we found something odd..:

WTF IS THIS.
Some piece of freaking paper in it. GROSS.

Went to big w with kelda the other day and found:

I WANTS.
Hahaha.
But instead I bought uno.

We played it last night at Kelda's surprise party.
And what can i say..
Kelly and Leonard are really bad at it :X
HAHAHAHA.

bleeding

2009-10-13T22:35:00.001+08:00

[[bleeding]]

Bleeding love?
Nah.
Just bleeding nose.

Yen said its the lack of water (T_T)

Too tired to talk about surprise partteh, but i will tomorrow hehe.

thrw up

2009-10-12T22:57:00.004+08:00

[[thrw up]]

I have a headache that makes me feel like throwing up.
:/
that sucks balls.

edit:
i tried to throw up but nothing came out.
sucks even more balls (T_T)
I think it's because i worry too much.
I'll be fine tomorrow. I have to be >(

2009-10-12T19:43:00.000+08:00

❚❚❚ geri • nariko ❚❚❚ ::
hehe
u wanna go home or comp lab

kelsy says:
hehe
i is anything
what about eeuuuuu

❚❚❚ geri • nariko ❚❚❚ :
EH U ALWYAS ANYTHING LEH
can u decide
for once

kelsy says:
hehe

❚❚❚ geri • nariko ❚❚❚ ::
PLEASE WITH CHERRIES ON TOP

kelsy says:
what are you doing

❚❚❚ geri • nariko ❚❚❚ ::
.. or mangoes
on top

kelsy says:
work or jellyfish
eh
shit

❚❚❚ geri • nariko ❚❚❚ ::
i not doing work

kelsy says:
i mean
work or videos
sorry

❚❚❚ geri • nariko ❚❚❚ ::
..... WTF IS JELLYFISH

kelsy says: (9:42:54 PM)
my mind retarded

❚❚❚ geri • nariko ❚❚❚ ::
HAHAHAHSJAHDKJASD
YEAH I KNOW
HAHAHAHAA
THIS IS GOING ONTO MY BLOG

kelsy says:
sian
:(
shit man
i dunno why i think of jellyfish also
SHITT

Vespa Vroom

2009-10-12T18:32:00.003+08:00

[[Vespa Vroom]]

Sian.
I kinda know how to work on this assignment but it seems so freaking tedious.
:(

My brain is not working. (T^T)
There's zero creative juice in my head and I'm sleepy.
SIAN SIA.
Why cant the client be oreos?
I hate it when just because lecturers/tutors are interested in a certain subject, they make us to assignments on it. =___=

WHINE WHINE WHINE
DROWN DROWN DROWN

All the swear words are at the tip of my tongue, but I will resist!
ren rennnnnn
coz "i very zen one "

ODD ODD ODD

2009-10-12T16:28:00.003+08:00

[[ODD ODD ODD]]

I had such a freaking odd dream last night.
I miss talking to Agent S. HAHA. Maybe I'll shoot her an email soon!

Update on movie world!
IT WAS DISAPPOINTING, THE PARK AND MASCOT PEOPLE.
But Catwoman was so hot despite wrong outfit haha.
However because of the awesome company, it wasnt too bad haha~ :)
Loves them alllllllllz.

On the train:

To curb boredom, we played Joson's itouch's monopoly! Hahaha. Was super fun!
During the return trip, I played with Kelda and Joson and it was hilarious!
The 3 of us squashed onto 2-seats and played haha.

With 4D galsses.
Steve the polar bear was making loser jokes hahaa.

WE LIVE IN BIKINI BOTTOM.

HER ASS WAS DAMN HOT.

We are cold, poor, tired and hungry girls haha.

Was totally FREEZING on the way back.
Siao seriously.

wake up and smell the coffee

2009-10-09T20:36:00.002+08:00

[[wake up and smell the coffee]]

some people need to grow up and probably grow thicker skin.
and some people need to wise up and grow a brain and maybe merger their face into 1.

This is boring and childish and honestly I can't be bothered with the 2.

All i want to do is go back to the dainty little cafe, with cut-down doors as tables, to gulp down chunks of iced coffee goodness while munching on honeycomb.

Despite it being unproductive today, no thanks to a silly brief, i had a good day with good food and good coffee.

Awaiting the joys (and horrors) of tomorrow.
I hope it'll be a blast.
I'm charging my iPhone and camera ready for action.
:)

2009-10-08T22:53:00.000+08:00

She is a necessary retardation says:
aND MOM SAYS HI
AND LOVE U
AND HUGS
AND ALL THAT
-_-
ok
i say hi
thats abt it
kk

.... sometimes i think my brother is one big A-hole

2009-10-07T04:18:00.001+08:00

얼마나 찢겨야 하냐고 고민을 하고 원망하고
뻔한 결말 끝이 보여도 널 끊을 수 없어, 숨쉬는 한 너를 갖고 싶어

how many times do i have to be torn..
i agonise over it and become resentful
even though i see the inescapable outcome..
i can’t give you up
i want only the breathing you

in school

2009-10-07T00:42:00.002+08:00

[[in school]]

It's 2.47 am and im still in school (with sammy and yen)
and i still have not completed my assignment.
I'm also not panicking.
Something's wrong with me obviously.

RAWRSSSS.

FEED ME!

2009-10-06T22:31:00.001+08:00

[[FEED ME!]]

Had a bite of vegemite sandwich from sammy.
GROSS!!

Had a bite of Yen's freshly baked brownies.
YUMMMEHHH!!!

Yen's creation > sammy's creations.

I cant outsmart/outtalk kendrick and it's taxing on my brain :(
SIAN..

clean up your own pool of shitty mess.

2009-10-06T14:39:00.002+08:00

[[clean up your own pool of shitty mess.]]

In life,
when you're rich (or richer than the rest of your relatives anyway), you have problems
when you're poor, you also have problems.

please do not drag my family into your own pool of shit.
kthnksbye.
We already have enough problems on our own.
I dont ever want to look at your face again if you do.
Then you are really NOTHING to me.
Cause you cant freaking think on your own and still act like a freaking teenager.
Wake up, you're not getting any younger.

On a lighter note,
OMG Joson, wei min and kelda came to fetch me at the airport!!!
Even though i repeatedly told joson not to come hahaa.
Thanks so much guys!!! gandonggggg haha.
Was more surprised to see Kelda!! xia si ren hahaha.

my sister's keeper was a real sad movie, made me cry buckets on the plane :(

BYEBYE SPORE.

2009-10-04T19:06:00.002+08:00

[[BYEBYE SPORE.]]

Byes my dearies!
Hello my aussie dearies~ !

why am i tootpid

2009-10-04T00:04:00.002+08:00

[[why am i tootpid]]

arghhhhhhhhhhhh.

There are a few things i should have not hesitated to buy:
1. Venus blahblah piano manga last volume
2. Kuroshitsuji latest volume
3. DOGS (*3*)/ - super late but im totally into it more than zone-00 coz u know, at least i understand what on earth is going on ? haha
4. DOLLS
5. Heart no kuni no alice volume 2

...
SIGHHHH.

BUT OK NVM.
1.5 months till I return!

Please let all my cosplay material suppliers be nice and happy people who will rush my orders for me (TT___TT)
And I hope I dont keep changing my plans (=_=) coz i'm adding like 2 more to the ever-growing list :/

I seriously need a good massage from a specialist or something ):
SIANZZZZZ.

2009-10-03T22:07:00.000+08:00

Teamwork is important. You shit. - Badou

Gotta love the guy. XDDD

Random photos because i can

2009-10-03T20:55:00.002+08:00

[[Random photos because i can]]

Was at ion the other day and saw this.
What on Earth?
It's burger king... except.... cooler/prison-looking/dull/unhappy/emo.

I feel super bimbotic but i really love this pouch.

hurhurhurz.

Amazing people i'm going to see again soon!
Plus Kelda, Steve, WeiMin etc etc etc.
You guys are all loved and dearly missed!

Having mixed feelings leaving again.
I really like slacking and doing NOTHING. Hahaha.
Going back means i have to start my assignments and i'll be away from cheap RT.
But going back means seeing my dearies again and to big big bed.

Cant wait to have picnics!

DEAR CUSTOMS PEOPLE.
Please allow me to bring moonycakes to my dearies. Please and thankyou.
I would cry if i had to finish them at the airport haha.

DORKS

2009-10-02T00:04:00.003+08:00

[[DORKS]]

THE MAN IS SUCH A DORK.
BUT I LOVE HIM and i think he is smoking hot hurhur.

Met Rhoda for karaoke today!
Been freaking ages!!!!
I couldnt even sing some songs coz i havent sung in ages man.
But gaze is the way to go haha.
I sung more kagrra, songs than gaze's, I should be ashamed of myself and should lock myself in a room and recite gaze lyrics all day long haha.

Kidding.
I not that siao ok.

Our dorky moment of the day:

WE LOVE GUI-LIAN.

Quey says HIEEE.
I love pinching his beak HAHAH.

ROUND ROUND BABY ROUND ROUND

2009-10-01T00:42:00.002+08:00

[[ROUND ROUND BABY ROUND ROUND]]

I have come to a conclusion that my head is hurting cause of my neck :(
And that in turn makes me sleepy and very grumpy.

Apparently mum says the Ee family genes which affects one in every generation causes us to be petty ugly stubborn creatures.

Pity it's always me and dad arguing.

i seem to not like any of my hairdos on the first day :/
please wash out to look better, silly hair =___=

cant wait to see sei tmr for long awaited K session!

2009-09-28T23:30:00.000+08:00

[nariko] [MonsteR CarnivaL] says:
i miss you today
coz today i cross road
liek jaywalk

kelsy says:
uh huh then

[nariko] [MonsteR CarnivaL] says:
then no one beside to say "HOLD JIEJIE HAND"

kelsy says:
no one to pull you right
LOL
i knew it

[nariko] [MonsteR CarnivaL] says:
and "GO GO GO GO GO "

kelsy says:
SEE

[nariko] [MonsteR CarnivaL] says:
HAHAHAHAA

kelsy says:
NOW YOU KNOW HOW IMPORTANT I AM

HAHAHAH HANNARRRRR. But thats the only importance you have.
HAHAHAHAAH KIDDING :P

YES YES YES WOO!

2009-09-27T19:30:00.002+08:00

[[YES YES YES WOO!]]

THANK HEAVENS I DIDNT BUY THE RILAKKUMA WALLET.
Because today, my mum got me a vivienne westwood one!
Not what I had in mind in my head but it's red so YAY.

Met up with my dears yesterday and I really missed their company so much!
S is poisoning me with her kid (x.x)
J went a little looney after drinking so we have to watch her next time haha~

Been enlightened that bugis village is something I should check back so I'm going tomorrow!
I dont hang out at BV often but S told me there are some great steals hehe.

Tomorrow is also facial day whees.
Going to do hair on Thursday and hopefully it would come out nice haha.
My mum can't stand my fringe hehe.

Had Sheraton moonycakes and aiya its the same as Raffles la hahaha.

Super thank you to Kelly and Kelda for getting me wine!
I really miss j00 guys a lot!!
Hope you are having tons of fun!
=3=

no win-win

2009-09-25T23:23:00.002+08:00

[[no win-win]]

When i'm in aussie, i miss my spore dearies
When im in spore, i miss all my aussie dearies

(T_T)
The only win-win situation is when everyone is in the same country haha.

I was wondering why sammy wanted to skyoe and to my surprise huzzahhh the girls were there too (=3=) aww thanks guys! WO GANDONGGGG ;3; Really miss everyone's presence and nonsense !
Please do take care in case of another duststorm ok!
Especially those going on the trip.
And yen, please do your work *nagnag* haha

Flight was so-so, day started off pretty wahcked when the taxi driver farted in the taxi HAHAHA.
Super deuper thanks to Kym who stayed up to SMS me (T_T) *gandong* I really ignored my alarm until your message then I really dragged myself up and out haha.

I really need a bigger hug toy and I want it to be rillakumma or a charmmy kitty (do they even have it) plushie to be based in Singapore haha. I think moving elly or stewie to and fro will be damn mafan. My elder brother said he will get a plushie for me. Xia si ren!! My mumtold me he has a lot of $$$ SO...HURHURZ.

Going to spend the day with my family ~
Goal is to see the westwood store also haha.
Happily flipping through popteen briefly hehe.
Will prolly head down to kino on tuesday or wednesday to check if there are any other mags worth buying :P

Hope to meet sei for ktv too !!
So many things i want to do, but oh so little time (T_T)

HAI-YA

2009-09-23T17:53:00.002+08:00

[[HAI-YA]]

I'm so frustrated that I cannot adopt a limited rosen-lied tuesday child that I've decided I'll just customise the doll to look like it.

Will re-look at my expenses when I'm back in S'pore to see when I can bring my 2nd tiny home.
Hopefully NQ accepts tiny commissions so i can send 2 at a go ~

(T__T)

fuck the dust storm, my eyes hurt :(

SIAOSIAO

2009-09-23T12:32:00.001+08:00

[nariko] says:
they siaosiao
Daniel says:
It's call Ting Tong lor
Siau Ting Tong

....
I think my dad is the siao ting tong.
hahaha

shop shop shop

2009-09-22T23:21:00.002+08:00

[[shop shop shop]]

First time owning a female doll, a tiny one in fact.
I'm overwhelmed by all the pretty that I couldnt buy because my boys ... well they are boys. (*3*)
Makes me really want to get a larger sized female doll ASAP.

I feel stupid to have canceled a slot with meeve (>_<)
Going to find another faceup artist to work on my doll.

Bought like 3 pairs of shoes for her and a dress which will take 3 weeks to arrive in Aussie :/
I'm looking for dollga wigs with bows (T_T) Not sure of the colour though i really like the pink and turquoise ones but i think evecream colour would be the best :/

At the same time I'm trying hard not to purchase the putumayo OP.
Unless i sell something off, I shouldnt be spending (T_T)

PAPA

2009-09-22T20:27:00.001+08:00

[nariko] [MonsteR CarnivaL] [I need inspiration T_T] says:
hi papapapapapa
haha i like your sun picture

Daniel says:
What papapapapa? apa ini?
Yar me too

[nariko] [MonsteR CarnivaL] [I need inspiration T_T] says:
PAPA PAPA PAPA PAPA HAHAHAA

Daniel says:
Whahahahahahahah
Ok this Friday I will come pick you up at the airport

DO YOU KNOW WHO IS THIS?
DO YOU?
IT'S MY FATHER.
WALAO.
FIRST CONVO ON MSN AND ITS THIS RETARDED.
HAHAHAHAHA.

whisk the night away

2009-09-22T06:50:00.003+08:00

[[whisk the night away]]

Last night was greatttt.
Kelly and Kelda bought wine, crackers [cheese we already had] and shots for the night.
I know, Monday night drinking, how odd. BUt it was fantasticcccccc!

The wine was good for a $16 bottle.

We were feeling a bit high and decided to drink a shot each.
THE SHOT WAS FUCKING GOOD.
But before that weird camwhoring ensued and i'll get pictures up soon HAHA.

After the shot all I needed was good music, the lights down and the aircon on to just dance man. Hahaha.
Wanted to do copywriting work so I went to do a bit of dishes then took a shower.
BIG MISTAKE.
After the shower was feeling like shit actually.
So I went to do the next best thing I've been wanting to do since I woke up....

SLEEP.

Hahaha.
I am a fucking sloth seriously. All I want to do is sleep. When i wake up, i want to sleep somemore. HAHA.

Got woken up by STUPID JO though. OI U SMS FOR WHAT SEH. HAHAA. Kidding.
But because of it I managed to IGNORE her and turn off the lights and slept somemore haha.
Dear Jo, stop wasting your money and texting me in aussie leh, wait till i go back to spore (=_=);

Got my 18+ card done yesterday, this means the license to club and party and drink lots of booze. Not sure if it's a good thing but we'll see~
Going to drag Judith and Charlene out to club soon ~~~

Since we decided to let loose every month, the next month's on me! Particularly on Kelda's birthday hahahaa. WOOT.
I cant wait to go movie world and to drink somemore hahaha.

sian srsly

2009-09-21T14:25:00.003+08:00

[[sian srsly]]

Want me to come back also must give me proper info pls (TT__TT)
Thanks to that i think one of the dates when i'm coming back to aussie is screwed.
I dont know why though (=_=) WALAOOOOO

Im a cranky girl, i hate the time of the month.
RAWRSSSSSSS.

我很烦啦。

taichou ;3;

2009-09-21T02:42:00.005+08:00

[[taichou ;3; ]]

I seriously love talking to my taichou.
Another someone you can seriously talk about anything under the sun with and not feel remotely awkward. Though sorry i have to unleash girl talk on you hAHA.
But thanks for the site. It was fucking hilarious.
How the fuck do u stick a heat pad on your panties. SRSLY.
Unless it was those granny panties hahahaa.

I should get cracking on my assignment.
I'm eager to look at the sunrise this morning if i can catch it :)

i am a genius!

2009-09-20T21:46:00.005+08:00

[[i am a genius!]]

For the purpose of this post, codenames have been used !
If you dont know, then HA-HA?:

R:
oh no
guess what

[nariko] [MonsteR CarnivaL] [oink.] says:
/gasp
u realised princess is ur true love
and u are going to get married and go on a honeymoon?

R:
well done
how u know man

[nariko] [MonsteR CarnivaL] [oink.] says:
shit man i knew i was a genius

R:
im at gp and guess who i saw

[nariko] [MonsteR CarnivaL] [oink.] says:
but no one believed me :(

R:
nahbei

[nariko] [MonsteR CarnivaL] [oink.] says:
huh princess?

R:
ya man

[nariko] [MonsteR CarnivaL] [oink.] says:
HAHAHAHAAAAHDJHASLJDASHJDLALKJSHDJKASHDA

R:
better change pc,
cannot let her find me

[nariko] [MonsteR CarnivaL] [oink.] says:
hahaha i am laughing out loud now man ahahahaha

R:
nahbei
it is sucks

[nariko] [MonsteR CarnivaL] [oink.] says: (11:42:47 PM)
WHY UR ENGLISH BECOME AS RETARDED AS PRINCESS'S TOO
IS THE THE AFTERMATH OF UR MARRIAGE? hahaa
ok no tease u anymore (A)

additional:
Jo says:
i think i dream of you
giving me tons of starsssssss *_______*

FUCK I LOVE THIS KID. Sometimes she's damn cute other times she's damn annoying. BUT STILL, I LOVE HER.haha

[nariko] [MonsteR CarnivaL] [How is it humanly possible that i'm still sleepy?! Am I part sloth? (._.)] says:
i slept 4am - 2pm
then 4pm -10.30pm

─Ade─ Cardboard box = Key to true happiness says:
Good God
That should be illegal

[nariko] [MonsteR CarnivaL] [How is it humanly possible that i'm still sleepy?! Am I part sloth? (._.)] says:
HEY MAN
u're supposed to assure me im normal
HAHAHAHHAA

Shitttttttttt. There's something wrong with me.

hi hi bye bye

2009-09-20T21:18:00.002+08:00

[[hi hi bye bye]]

If you havent already know coz I havent really told a lot of people of this freaking last-min arrangement [thanks mum =_=], i'm coming back for like a week or so like next friday.

But it would solely be for family time.
I'll make exceptions for Kym, Sandra and Jo though (>_<)
GANDONG MA NI MEN.

Hahaha.

Besides making sure my mum is doing ok, my objective is also to shop a lot =D
Hehe.

See you darlings next week~ (=3=)

2009-09-20T14:11:00.001+08:00

if you havent already known how makeup does wonders:

xia si ren.

[[monster boy]]

2009-09-20T01:34:00.003+08:00

[[monster boy]]

Just got off skype call with my elder brother and FREAKKK he's so assholic still but he's damn funny.

Apparently my lil brother broke A HELL LOT OF THINGS when I was away HAHAHA.
If i wasnt in australia though, i probably wont find this funny at all but it's things like these that make him who he is.
I hope he didnt touch ANYTHING in my room though. =_=

mixed feelings

2009-09-19T01:31:00.003+08:00

[[mixed feelings]]

Today I felt like this:

Picture sent to me by my favourite taichou years back.
It gives mixed emotions.
Firstly "OMG QUITE CUTE EH"
And secondly "OH WAIT.. WTF IS IT DEAD? " or "... SHOULD IT LOOK LIKE THIS?!!!"

Really confusing and conflicting emotions haha.

Had a bad start today but the day got on better when I met Yen and Jay later to talk.
Jay although weird is damn funny.

Sumi and Aileen unnie came over to cook dokbukki (sp) for us.
I never had it before so I was excited to try!
A bit spicy though but it was good (=3=)

Met Steve, Joson, Leonard and Weimin at beard papa for their opening!
WHEES.
Then had fabulous mocha coffee and then failed getting 2 years supply of cream puffs HAHA.

We went to pancakes manors next and while waiting for the freaking table we HAD to sit at the bar area which smelt of VOMIT. And that was like for 30-45 mins i think.
That's just gross man. I was just telling myself NOT to think about it haha.

Chilled and chatted with Steve and Leonard before everyone else came and FINALLY we could move out of the vomit-smelling place. WHEES.

Had crepes and then left to unilodge to playyyy bombermannnnnnnnnn.
was super duper fun with kelda and steve!
steve you zhen de is benben ok. But nevermind i'll still be your friend HAHAHA.

We whacked each other with Steve's superbat when we did something stupid = a.k.a bomb your own self.
The pirate booty stage WAS THE BEST.
Steve kept forgeting which colour he was and it was funny like siaooooo.
DAMN SORRY to everyone next door for I was screaming quite a bit HAHAHA.

Then watched kelda and steve battle it out on street fighter ahha.
KELDA ROCKS MAN SRSLY. She picked up the game fast and k.o-ed steve a few times haha.

Before that I had a call with my mum albiet short since i couldnt hear much.
It confuses me to no end but the chat with my elder brother helped me decide and im super thankful he was online when i needed him the most even though he is fuck lazy and wldnt get a skype account.

I love being with my friends, they make me smile when I need it the most :) Thanks guys even though you dont know it :)

2009-09-18T23:40:00.002+08:00

white people stole my car says:
go be happy
really happy
you were always braver than me
you can go live your life for yourself
and your morals aren't royally screwed up so bad that you'll do the wrong things

sian whats wrong with meeeeee.
when i get pregnant, will i ever be this moody..
hmm. food for thought. haha.

2009-09-17T21:55:00.004+08:00

Jo says:
tell you alr
go buy a gun
show them muthafuckers that you are a BADGIRL
omg kinkyyyyyyy

THIS GIRL. SIAO ONE.
Hahaha. But i love her deepdeep.
She makes me smile even though on the inside I want to kill something.

Hide your face,
so the world will
never find you

drop roll die

2009-09-17T13:20:00.002+08:00

[[drop roll die]]

Wa honestly never in my life have I met someone as stupid as HIM.
Fuck man. I'm thinking of all the different morbid ways to kill that bastard.

Argh thanks to everyone who stayed up. It was just a frustrating night/morning but the mass convo turned super fun towards the end. (=3=)/

Sian you know, today my copywriting assignment 1 worth 20%... I initially got a 7 then he cancelled and wrote "6 sorry" WHY WHY WHY. [7 is the highest mark btw]

I like the number 7 :(
boooo.

Meeting for korean pancake later.
I needs it.

fav msn chats of the day

2009-09-16T23:17:00.003+08:00

on a nice but a bitttttttt creepy guy:
is Gynophobic says:
he looks like a pervert

HAHAHAHA. I also don't know what to say but I think it's funny hahaaa.

On other things:

kelsy can give you a pocketful of sunshine says:
of course
dont see i quiet quiet

HO WEI MIN- says:
lol

kelsy can give you a pocketful of sunshine says:
i talk ah, 吓死你们

HAHAHAHAHAA. Cause everyone thinks Kelda is damn quiet. Ah Steve, you missed it.

SHOUTOUT TO KYM CAUSE I IS LOVES YOU.
Thanks for always being there for me and listening to me rant aimlessly enough though you dont know what on earth is going on ;3;
LOVE YOU DEEPDEEP

MOSQUITO IN MA FUCKING EAR

2009-09-16T18:24:00.005+08:00

[[MOSQUITO IN MA FUCKING EAR]]

Ok, i'm going through a very stressful period where my vulgarities flow like a waterfuckingfall.
I AM SORRY to EVERYONE who has to endure my rudeness.

EDIT:
ACTUALLY.
I'M PRETTY POSITIVE I'M JUST PMSING.
ARGHHHHHHHHHH.
I get fucking cranky before the "visit"

I was going through the day quite well since I had a good dinner yesterday and my tut class was like boring and unimportant so it required me to think of nothing.

Also had lovely bread from the farmer's market and bought more skin care products and belts [my shorts are dropping T_T]

Then during lecture someone decided to be a pain in the arse and talked throughout lecture. It's already so fucking hard to :
1. Pay attention to the boring content
2. Listen to Park talk since bless his heart, his voice is so soft.

I'M SORRY, Are you and your friend (who's obligated to reply you) the only ones in the fucking lecture? How is it that EVERYONE can keep quiet and only whisper for a little while here and there yet YOU decide it's TIME TO FUCKING SOCIALISE and talk so much. What the fuck is so fucking important you need to spend 4/5 of the lecture yakking away? Please enlighten me your majesty.

It's like a mosquito whizzing past my ear.
STFU KTHNKSBYE.

I think my random bout of angry rant is also due to the fact that I really can't stand said person anymore =_=

2009-09-16T01:25:00.000+08:00

私のこと大好き成れば、言って下さい。

happy day!

2009-09-15T23:20:00.002+08:00

[[happy day!]]

Had a series of fucked up dreams but the day got better as I bought miso soup and also found my korean chopsticks and spoon~! Met Yen for a while then off to lecture~

After boring lecture, went over to unilodge and waited for Kelly and Kelda ~~~
Had dinner at Sammy's! And boy, the man can cook! Hahaha. His tom yum really tastes different from ours and sooooooo many liao man. Woo hoo.

Stomach was really happpyyy haha. Previously it was sad and weird.

Came back to the apartment and got into dicussion and stuff and my elder brother sent me a picture:

(=3=)

He knows I love pandas and cute stuff haha.
Thanks korrrrr i is really miss you manymany I almost cried again last night :(
Felt really bad cause I was like "what is this >(" Because of my limited bandwidth.
(TT____TT) GANDONG.

i need to laugh

2009-09-14T20:21:00.002+08:00

[[i need to laugh]]

and i would really like it if i'm watching cartoon kat-tun right now or some j-drama.
sometimes i dont know why i go "haha" when i'm not exactly happy.

IM NOT A FREAKING JANITOR KTHNKSBYE

2009-09-13T23:48:00.002+08:00

[[IM NOT A FREAKING JANITOR KTHNKSBYE]]

I'm in Australia and this stupid incident is still going on.

Why is it that i have to ALWAYS clean up people's messes huh?

Thankfully I didnt need to clean up izumi's one but people still bugged me for MONTHS about Samantha's shitty business practices.

And now this.

I thought you were ok. That things were fine. You even went back to assure everyone.
But as I was on the forum today, do you know finally someone decided to take legal action against you? Do you know out of sheer desperate-ness I was contacted and somehow dragged into it AGAIN?

WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO TELL THAT PERSON?
There are no "white lies" in this case. Not one freaking bit.
Till this very day I have no idea what the fuck you did but I still acted like nothing is wrong online. Please just refund everybody and get this shit over and done with.

I'm not a janitor. I'm tired of helping cleaning up so much of the mess I didnt cause and was just merely associated with the issue or the person involved. (=____=)

2009-09-12T22:46:00.003+08:00

nick says:
rmb sis
no matter how hard you train
and how well you practice
in this life

[nariko] says:
IS IT ABOUT DOA4?

nick says:
you will just be a loser to me in doa

[nariko] says:
FUCKKKK UUUUUU
HAHAHAHAHAHAA
i knew it man
sian

nick says:
its ok ... dun be sad
its ok.... not everyone has the natural ability to just lose to me

[nariko] says:
U SHUT UP U... UNO LOSER

nick says:
i'm happy that you are one
if there was a record
probably nick 90 geri 4

ASS MAN SERIOUSLY.
But I love my elder brother. He makes sad days a whole lot brighter :)

Younger bro has N levels now, GO FORTH MONSTER-BOY, in return I'll get you a shitload of cookies, chocolate and maybe an xbox360 game if you do well enough.

Going to coop up at home to do work tomorrow because there is no more dateline extensions and blah :(
SIAN.
More about lovetarts, guitarhero and riverfire tomorrow~
tata~

I LOVE KOREAN PANCAKE

2009-09-10T20:37:00.003+08:00

[[I LOVE KOREAN PANCAKE]]

Especially from matongsan 1 !
It's sitting happily in my stomach. hehe.

I have a seriously whacked headache.
ARGHHHHHHHHH.
Does not help i'm so frustrated with my copywriting unit now.

P.S I cannot stand your jealous bouts anymore. =_=

もっと　傍に　居られたなら
もっと　早く　気付いたなら
指を　絡め　離さないまま
永遠に生きて

If I could have been with you longer
If only I had noticed sooner
Locking our fingers together,
Never to be pulled apart, to live forever

SHOP SHOP SHOP

2009-09-08T11:49:00.003+08:00

[[SHOP SHOP SHOP]]

Spent close to AUD130+ today!
I somehow manged to control myself and not buy more accessories, face products and stuff for the bros.

I am still needing some eye cream, brown eyeliner, lipstick and eyepencil sharpener.
(@3@)

Will take photos of the stash later!
I've finally pinned down what to cos for AFA. And today I found the colours for the makeup too, so obviously I bought quite a bit of cosmetics that I really didn't plan to for today (^-^);; I bought also other stuff that I think I might need hehe. Given, I've totally controlled myself and I did NOT pick up ANY new nail polish ( I wanted 2-3) and glitter stuff (for no reason). So I feel somewhat statisfied with my semi-control (^-^)v

Decided to check out MAC and bought lashes too. Same as Kumiko's (=3=) Will try them soon!

BAKE AND COOK

2009-09-07T14:13:00.001+08:00

[[BAKE AND COOK]]

FINALLY we did some baking today.
We made brownies, though from betty crockers, ITS A START.
Going to bake cookies or cupcakes this weekend (:
Can't wait!

=3=

Also made orange jelly and pasta + cheese chicken fillet

I love baking!
But I hate cleaning up after ;3;

I want to have vanilla cupcakes soon ;3;

2009-09-06T17:13:00.000+08:00

[nariko] says:
did u receive my sms

Nick says: (7:00:56 PM)
yepppp
we is buys it?

YESSSSSS.
ROCKBAND AT OUR PLACE SOONS.

YAY WITH LOVE

2009-09-06T15:44:00.002+08:00

[[YAY WITH LOVE]]

Semi-snapped out of my emo-ish phase.
I got the interview slot if RY remembers and the editor remembers and if they allow interviews. I'm sure it should be ok though looking at how friendly everyone in CURE team is. (*3*)

I keep changing my cos plans, it's quite frustrating :(
Going to remove the world end with you because i still cant figure out how i'll do her claws inside the glove like thingums =/ And im not confident enough to show my stomach :( haha

Back to vocaloid fandom again (@3@)

2009-09-06T12:03:00.004+08:00

Perfect in weakness
I'm only perfect in just your strength alone

All my efforts to clean me
Leave me putrid and filthy
And how can you look at me
When I can't stand myself

When you don't reply my msgs, sometimes I wonder if you miss me too or you're just trying to make me a stronger person so I don't miss home so much.

Jackass or my saint?

I'm tired of putting on a mask in front of everyone.

Guess who?

2009-09-04T08:45:00.003+08:00

[[Guess who?]]

Guess who's one step away from clinching AFA interviews?
IT'S RIKOLAAAAAAAAAAA~~~

Thank you Mr RY for letting me do something productive for UW and my stay in Singapore. Haha.
If I don't find a job, this would also build up whatever is left of my writing portfoilio =____= hhahaa.

PLS LET ME INTERVIEW SOME PEOPLE ;3;

edit:

Best thing that keeps me awake and always something to take after meals (:
[Also good to get into tutor's good books haha]
Thanks to Kelda for introducing it haha.
It's really expensive in Singapore so I don't buy it, but it's cheap here. =3=

I also brought snickers and xuebing from home to keep me motivated in the lib <3

FACIAL, I NEEDS ITS

2009-09-04T08:30:00.003+08:00

[[FACIAL, I NEEDS ITS]]

My face feels like freaking sandpaper!!!! RAWRSSSS.
I'll probably book an appointment next week (>_<)
I hope it's good, if not I'll be an angry jellybean.

Imprisoned in my room now because the cleaner is outside cleaning out tiles with toxic stuff and will seal it~ I want to eat lunch then go to the library to use the internet haha.

Going to get tangyuan's pressie too! I hope she hasnt gotten it yet so it will be like WOO ! Surprise!
I hope I can make it to the photo outing o Sat! Kayden's new top arrived from Lea =3= She's such a dear! Horribably tempted to snap up 2 hoodies from her. Roka's top also arrived, not great craft work but it suits his style~ Arghh i miss dressing up all my dorries :(

CALM AND COLLECTED I AM

2009-09-01T16:23:00.002+08:00

[[CALM AND COLLECTED I AM ]]

)(*&^$)(*(&^%$#$%#%^&*&(*()_)_$#^$#$@
KA
NA
ME
✩

Ok so not really.
Wonder if I should really email to ask to cover the story or not?
because i would really like to interview kaname!!!
but afa has so many other things!! arghyyyyyy
YES, MY LOVE IS QUITE LACKING.

Kymmie says:
Yeah I'm having doubts about you doing it too
But then I figured.. If you want to do then sui bian lor
Then next time I can totally go... "I TOLD YOU SOOOO :P"
So go forth, my minion! MWAHAHAHAH.

THANKS KYM. U IS NICE FLEN.
Maybe I can just ask for a profile and just focus solely on kaname?
HEHEHE PLS?

LETS GO~!

2009-09-01T10:39:00.004+08:00

[[LETS GO~!]]

I was taking a break from doing my assignment and also from this dull headache. [Now my stomach also hurts. whats wrong with me T_T *emos*] and got to one of those diet LJs, apparently the wiifit does kinda work for weight loss! D: One of the popteen dieting things features it too~ So OK. WIIFIT IT IS. Wonder if i can bring it back to Aussie though =/

I've narrowed down what I want to do in Singapore with regards to losing weight, coz i'm pretty sure i'll gain A LOT of weight due to Kelda and mine "60 things to eat" list haha :
1. Get wiifit!
2. Drink a lot of green tea [bring starbucks tumbler home]
3. Continue sit-ups and what not
4. Go to condo's gym
5. Swim away~~~~ then hair mask ;3;
6. Take up some class though not sure what hmm...
7. DRINK SOYABEANNNNNNNNNN~

I want to bring my dog to the park when I get back to Singapore but last night I dreamt that when I let his leash loose, he went bonkers and played hide and seek with me =_= Is this a sign? Hahaha.

Dear bodily aches, please be goneeee~~ whooooooshhh.

Thank gosh the asian convenience store is open! I want to eat some kimchi soup noodles please hehe. Will check it out before lecture later (:

EDIT: no kimichi soup noodles, but THERE IS TANGYUAN AND XUEBING HEHEE.

It's also Youji's birthday today!
Missing all my dorries lots (;3;)

arghhhhhy

2009-09-01T08:58:00.001+08:00

[[arghhhhhy]]

I'm cold and sick first thing in the morning.

Good job body, please re-adjust to the weather again.
SIGH.

BIRTHDAYS

2009-08-31T10:22:00.002+08:00

[[BIRTHDAYS]]

We celebrated Joson's and Regina's birthdays at unilodge~
It was fun of course with the lovely company !

I was too lazy to edit many of the pictures, but NAH:

Taken by Richard!

=3=

BIRTHDAY BOY!

More at facebook!!

^ Class notes to Kelda during lecture.
Mostly Kelda's writing though hahaa.
Mines the one in dark blue ink pen~

WE WENT TO THE LOLLY SHOP. AND I SPENT $7.50 ON THINGS TOO SWEET FOR ME.
SADDED.

Maybe I'll give them away HAHA.
The colours of the twizzlers are so pretty though!!
I like my reese cups of course heehe.

发可，我变胖了啦！！！

2009-08-30T16:43:00.002+08:00

［［发可，我变胖了啦！！！］］

鸡蛋糕，看了fb 的照后，我确定我变胖了！！

好好变瘦了，就觉得， “啊，可以吃多点!”,
但是胖回去了！！！

会更加努力瘦下去！！
ARGHHHHHHHHHHH.

HATE HATE HATE

2009-08-30T15:20:00.002+08:00

[[HATE HATE HATE]]

To say i hate any of of my school's internet or IT service is an understatement.

Stop screwing up my name and my internet. kthnksbye.

I WANT TO SPEND MY PP FUNDS BUT THERE'S NOTHING I LIKE ANYWHERE.
(X_X)

I need to go for a facial soon, if not my face, quote my mum, "will have lots of pot holes"

RAWRSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

This is my and kelda's food list for now:
1. Prata from cassuarina (sp?)
2. Fried Laksa [florence!]
3. Baked rice [florence!]
4. Nasi lemak [still florence <3]
5. Char kway teow
6. Oyster egg
7. Chai tao kway black!
8. Char siew rice
9. Boon tong kee chicken rice
10. duck rice
11. DIM SUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
12. Peking duck
13. Century egg porridge
14. KFC Zinger burger [the ones here suck balls :(]
15. MCD hasbrowns
16. Tom yum mee hoon kuey [sp?]
17. Prawn mee from adam road
18. Anything from sushi tei!
19. Kway chap!
20. Pandan cake from bengawan solo
21. Butter rice
22. Kaki fuyong
23. Campus deli sandwiches
24. TAKOYAKI
25. TUTU KUEH
26. OLD CHANG KEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;3; *cries with kelda*
27. MACAROONS from canele
28. Wanton noodles
29. Chippy's
30. CHINESE DESSERT
31. Satay~!
32. Chai fan HAHAHAHAHA
33. Yong tau foo
34. STINGRAYYYYYYY
35. MOS BURGER
36. BUBBLE TEA
37. Barley
39. VITASOY.
40. ROSTI from marche
41. jia jang mian (chinese one)
42. DING TAI FENG fried rice and xiao long bao
43. YAKKUN KAYA TOAST AND HALF MIN EGG
44. Any type of buffet HAHA KUSHINBOOOOO!!!!!!!!
45. GORENG PISANG
46. Nasi briyani
47. TANGYUAN
48. Mee siammmm
49. Kong ba bao WOOHOO MAN [if u dont know, its the one where u put pork into mantou!]
50. Hor fun!
51. Hot plate tofu
52. Ramily burger
53. Rojak
54. Shrimp paste chicken
55. Claypot rice
56. Tauhuay
57. Por lor bao
58. onion ring coz here no have!!!!!!!!!!
59. Deer meat LA i dont know, the dish name is long long haha
60. IKEA HOT DOGS

so difficult

2009-08-29T23:33:00.002+08:00

[[so difficult]]

I don't know how to be a better friend to you, or even be friends with you

=/

Acceptance

2009-08-28T22:07:00.002+08:00

[[Acceptance]]

Ahh today I felt so uplifted and I remembered why God loves me and how he helped me so much.
Initially I went to church today to support Kelly's baptism but at the same time there was church service! Really enjoyed service there. The speakers were really really good!

Today I think without barriers, without putting up walls, I've finally given my life to Jesus. Other times I was afraid or skeptical, but today I felt truly loved and that he was right beside me leading me and guiding me.

In my prayers I always never fail to thank the Lord for everything he has given me and for coming to my life. Today I really really truly appreciate his love and for being there.

Can't wait for Sunday's service~
Thanks Kelly for introducing Hillsong to me (:

Going to forgive and forget everything and try to be a much better person (:
That said, I will also TRY HARDER to cut down on cursing.

In other news,
Thinking about lots of dorrie stuff today, I really want a female doll... groan groan groan

I was extremely tired today I felt like I was drunk and couldnt make out what on earth Kelda was saying. (@_@) haha.
After showering I feel awake again.
SIAN.
Hope to wake up early tomorrow to do my copywriting work.
But I think in the end I would wake up at 11, close to 12 hhaa whoops.

AHHH WHY SO MESSY

2009-08-28T10:52:00.003+08:00

[[AHHH WHY SO MESSY]]

I dont get my freaking assignment brief.

F THIS SHIT.

Everything's in a pool of mess.
The headings and crap doesnt make any sense.

AHHHHHHHH MOLLLLLLAHHHHH.
I'm going to try my best and crap out stuff :(
Shall get started on researching later and then my copy writing assignment ~ (;3;)

Must think of happier things like OMG PARTTEH on sat!

I also did some "research" on stuff to do for tda, if i am even going to tda =/
Shall see how~~~

I THINK ITS BAD I HAVE SUSHI CRAVINGS EVERYDAY?
The sushis here are fantastic please!!
I like the broadway/walk ones!
But super thanks to Kelly for awesome softshell crab ones too hehe. =3=

what am i doing?

2009-08-26T23:06:00.002+08:00

[[what am i doing? ]]

Today I feel like a lost sheep.

BAAAAAAA.

Anyways, due to my ridiculous BAD BAD BADDDD influence on kelda [SORRY!!] , I'll attempt to TRY to stop swearing so much with the F-WORD.
Yes, that F-word.
The word I say so often, I say it more than I say "hello" in a day.

Look ma, I'm attempting to be more lady-like ! Haha.

Of course, "TRY" is the keyword I can't make promises, but I'll try to do my best.

Gawd I finally know why gg is so additive but i really need to snooze now.
NIGHTOS.

YA OK.

2009-08-26T15:16:00.001+08:00

[[YA OK.]]

yeah i cosplay, get the fuck over it.

WHY CANT PPL BE BAPTISED. IS IT A CRIME?
WTF.

HAAAAAAAAA....?

2009-08-26T08:50:00.002+08:00

[[HAAAAAAAAA....?]]

Last night while lookin through my folders, I came across KAT-TUN's YOU. For a moment I forgotten how it sounded like, and went to look at my video folder...

HEHEHEHE. I NOW RMB WHY I LIKED KAT-TUN IN THE FIRST PLACE =P

Kame has the hottest eyebrows please.
Like wtf seriously.

Jin and victory bunny pose, Ueda and... well, he's just being cute hehe.

I suddenly remember all the fangirling Kym, Cheryl and I got into!
Actually I kinda dragged Cher into the fandom haha.
Was so much fun fangirling and watching dramas admist struggling doing assignments.
It was such a stress-reliver. =3=

KAMEKAMEKAMEJINJINJINUEDAUEDAUEDA.

I want to rewatch gokusen 2 and nobuta! (>A<)

SORRY THIS HAS BEEN A POINTLESS RANT.

happy happy

2009-08-24T18:29:00.002+08:00

[[happy happy]]

Despite breaking down yesterday, [FINALLY] today was a good day.
Gotten to eat shortbread kid with kelda. Thanks for treating me ;3;

Came home and talked SO MUCH nonsense with Kym haha.
Shit i really really truly truly miss my idiot friend Kym. HAHA.
I miss going out to drink NONSENSE and fake-emo at the pub.
If she's not busy when I come back in November, we're going to have an eating festtttt woo.
Despite meeting Kym at a later part of my life [some ppl's like bffs are like frm primary school or smth], i feel so blessed I met Kym nonetheless even though it was by a weirder person, at least we met!
No one could truly understand me better than Kym. Even though we have arguments or disagreements really, here and there we always found understanding and we made up... NOT out ar, read carefully. THANKS. HAHA.
It really frustrates me that she's not having a better time than me :(
Please find happy times Kymmie ;3;

Speaking earlier about eating fest, Joel also offered to take me out when I get back =D
Joel being the ezlink card dude whom I talked to in year 1. Haha.

Took some pictures of Kayden today since I was bored and still feeling a bit emo before chatting with Kym.
I find that my dolls really help me out sometimes, in some weird therapeutic way hahaa.
I also find it calming to edit their pictures (=3=)
Loved the outcome of today's shoot more than any other shoot for Kayden (:

Was looking back at some of my pictures of my other kids, I'm yet again thinking of selling a few. Even the ones I truly wanted and love, to change to another doll sculpt. SIGHH. I'm a confused collector.

2009-08-24T12:44:00.000+08:00

涙枯れ果てて　沈む　沈む　想い
眠れない日々に　いつも　いつも　想っていたよ

My tears are drying with this sinking, sinking feeling
When I can't sleep I'm always, always thinking of you

only one person

2009-08-23T23:45:00.002+08:00

only one person can make me feel like crying tonight.

Wat wuld tyler durden do says:
its ok just do and pull thru

[nariko] says:
okie :(

Wat wuld tyler durden do says:
tunnelz

green tea!

2009-08-23T22:56:00.002+08:00

[[green tea!]]

So I've re-read popteen 293849238492 times so I won't touch the new one ;3;
Decided to embark on a mission to a slimmer riko! HAHA.

Green tea is really working well!
I doubt I hit the expected 1litre per day thing, but it's making me PEE ALOTTTT.
Which would suck when school starts coz i rather NOT be going to the washroom during lectures and tutorials 29384932842 times. [Coz that's what i've been doing at home :(]

Going to try soy milk for lunch, will see how well it tastes like before i "invest" in a larger bottle :P

Skyped with my parents today, they are giving me reward like AUD50-100, i think to spur me on for class coz i'm already missing home. But I dont think i'll use it at all. Feel too guilty =/

My CB assignment is just filled with word vomit and I have no idea if I'm going to pass, just like my 102 assignment. This is sian.
Will put in lots more effort for theory & prac! Since I read the brief and I think it's relatively easy to do since there was a "template" and I maybe kinda know what to write already, unlike the previous 2 assignments~

Ahhhh i cant wait for breakfast... which is bananas, so.. er.. I cant wait for lunch I guess haha. I wanna have egg and breaddddd =3=

nail powah

2009-08-23T20:09:00.001+08:00

[[nail powah]]

ICECREAM SUNDAE FUDGE NAILS

Mine's the ugliest coz its the experiment" hahaha.
Too lazy to do it again too =/

The vanilla one reminds me of a cow. MOOOOOOOO.

Attempting zebra ones next time (:

ice-cream sundae!

2009-08-22T22:12:00.003+08:00

[[ice-cream sundae!]]

Supposed to be doing work, but I got up in the morning, spent day in KG market and bought vegetables and stuff, NO HUNGARIAN DONUT, SADDED.

Our organic lettuce is so frsh and really no chemicals untilllllllll bugs also come to live on it. WTF.

Then off to city for some RT.
Only bought chocolate nail polish for mani and pedi~
Decided on 2 types, couldnt decide, sparkly one or matte one, so bought both in the end.
Hehe?

Went back to do housework and decided to use JIF to SCRUB the FLOOR.
Fuck man a lot of work, but i think i burnt a lot of calories haha?

Later did nails!
Couldn't do manicure coz my cuticle is somehow screwed.
It stung like fuck when a bit of nail varnish hit my nail =/ SIAN.

Decided to do toenails instead and woo, looks ok!
Then did the same for Kelly and Kelda ~

I think with practice it looks better! Haha. Kelda's big toe ones are quite cute imo.
Mine looked weird shit coz it was the prototype haha.
Will redo another time coz i r lazy girl.

Pictures tomorrowwwwwww~~~

I want to eat sushi omg :(
Green tea is working i think!
I keep going to pee, which is fuck annoying when I'm trying to sleep =///
But yay, better metabolism rate? haha

I has a headache nowwwww.
Going to surf a bit of net more then sleep :(
Will try to wake up early to start on work.
siannnnnnnnnn.

2009-08-21T20:37:00.003+08:00

[[mummy :(]]

Just caught "because i said so" and I instantly thought of my mum.
We watched it together and we loved it both.

I miss you mummy :(
Hope your new job is treating you well.

RT tomorrow, must get out of semi-emo phase.

Read POPTEEN the old one, like I could finally read through properly and read all the dieting sections [my fav!] and I'm going to go for 1litre green tea drinking hahaa. Sounds freaking impossible but I will try. Will buy bananas tomorrow too. Breakfast in the morning = B-A-N-A-N-A-S! This shit is BANANAS! :P

BLAIN

2009-08-21T14:57:00.003+08:00

[[BLAIN]]

second time someone stalks my photos and ask where did I get xxx in 2 days!!!

Yesterday was contacts.
Today, wigs.

If you were grateful for the information, maybe it won't be so bad.
Going to ignore such people from now on :(

hehe

2009-08-21T13:51:00.005+08:00

[[hehe]]
wooyoung:
"I want to expose a secret of Chansung: he can seriously fart."

taec:
"I imagine that my future lover will have any kind of hair; her style will be good as long as it's better than mine. It would be even better if she could speak English ."

Super cute!!!!!
LOVE 2PM.

Anyways my magazines arrived!!!
Super thanks to Kelly dear for informing me hehe

WHEE.

But LOOK BEHIND :

HELLO.
ITS NOT SECURE ONE.
Luckily no one stole it ;A;

OU XIANGS ARE ON COVERS =3=

URUHA ON MY TUMBLER. YEAH.

Just had ikea meatballs for lunch!
Love them!
;3;

AHPA is going to send me his last semester's consumer behaviour work for me to look at since I'm also super lost as to what to write. Currently it's all verbal vomit. THANKS FATHER. Even though you are very irritating. HAHA.

EDIT:

KELDA CARROTCAKE.
SHE DAMN FUNNY.
Like why must you type UNTIL SOOOOOOO BIG.
HAHAHAA.

emo-failure

2009-08-21T07:56:00.002+08:00

[[emo-failure]]

Emos round the world would be ashamed of me.
I felt like a little sad yesterday and thought: AH-HA! Brain may be catching up on the news.

So headed back to room and proceeded to emo more.
But nothing much really. I was just sad that I have assignments, sad that I miss my dog, sad that I has to do everything at home, no more florence to wash dishes haha. So basically I was a little homesick.
So little that I couldnt even cry when I really wanted to. Like they say, crying it out makes it all better.

But no.
Nothing.

Maybe I need to drink more water hahaa..

Speaking of which. URUHA is on my tumbler now hurhur.
Will change it every 1-2 months if I'm not lazy.
My next one I got ready is 2pm hehe.
Myabe it will be Kiryu or Kagrra, next!
I quite like this tumbler though it fucking leaks all the time!

Steven is a bad bad bad influence!
Tsktsktsk.

As you can see, I'm really not emo.
Though I maybe want to be, because then maybe I would feel better.

I think I should be a nicer person, even to people like princess.
Maybe.
I dont know.
Hahhaa.
I'm scared of Karma. :P

BBH

2009-08-20T21:26:00.005+08:00

Black black heart,
Why would you offer more?
Why would you make it easier on me to satisfy?
I'm on fire.
I'm rotting to the core.
I'm eating all your Kings and Queens,
All your sex and diamonds.

KOREAN DINDIN

2009-08-20T13:25:00.005+08:00

[[KOREAN DINDIN!!]]

Fuck, thinking about it makes me hungry again!!

Desserts united!

ANNOYING GIRL.

Stupid father.
My camera HATES him.
All the pictures are blurry haha.

KIMICHI PANCAKE.
THIS IS FUCKING GOOD.
Ok la, I tasted better, but I LIKE.

JAJANG MUN!

WOOHOO. FINALLY!!!
The reason why Yen and I decided to meet Sumi unnie =3=

ITS A NEVER ENDING NOODLE.

WRONG!

Correct!

Saranghaeyooooo~!!!

Unnie will come over to our place to cook Dukboki for us since I haven't tried!
Can't wait! Hope she can make kimbap too hahaha.

Love Copywriting class to the maxxxx.
Tutor is wicked funny and I love coming out with so many ideas!
Tutor loved my idea today and he always gives good feedback to everyone!
Sooooo happppyyyy I can float to the sky like KIRBY.
If you don't know who is KIRBY, you have NO CHILDHOOD like KELDA. Hahaha.
CW BANZAI =3=

bother bother

2009-08-20T06:53:00.002+08:00

[[bother bother]]

This is really childish, sometimes I wonder why I bother. =_=
I think it's sad we came to this stage as friends. I thought everyone had more maturity than that. Obviously, I was mistaken.

Why are the 2 persons I would like to talk to always not online ):
Shall use the technology of emailllllllllll later.

It's so fucking cold in the fucking morning :(
I have to go to the library to seek help later then spend a long day at school.

Packing lunch today! But I have no idea what to bring.
Yawnssss.

WRONG CITATIONS?!

2009-08-19T20:22:00.002+08:00

[[WRONG CITATIONS?!]]

father/kendrick told me before dinner that my citations are ALL WRONG.
Wtf. I followed cite/write what!!

SIAN.

I'm relieved someone pointed it out.
Going to the library for help :(

Will post about Korean dindin tomorrow!
HEHE.

2009-08-19T15:37:00.003+08:00

[nariko] says:
who are u!

<康爷> says:
ur father

[nariko]:
noooooooooooooooo /ahno
<康爷>:
yeahhhh

[nariko] says:
but my father is shuai ge one

<康爷> says:
yes is true my daughter

[nariko] says:
=____= hahahaha
are u doing work!

<康爷>:
i have like 2hrs more before i knock off from work my dear
but currently i am slacking

<康爷>:
btw wats ur number?

[nariko]:
U MY FATHER HOW CAN U NOT KNOW

<康爷>:
cos ur father has bad memories
too much resposibility to rmb small little things like phone number

_|_

I have given JQ hope?

2009-08-17T14:25:00.002+08:00

[[I have given JQ hope?]]

I keep saying I'll return to J-rock one day but never truly did.
But I stumbled onto a news site, and I found great interest in Kiryu.
Their sound is really interesting!

So ok, I'm distracted again from work.
I'll get back to uruha one day =_= haha.

edit: I GOT BACK TO MY LOVER. hahaa
But wtf is up with that green outfit?!
BUt ok, nvm Uru is still hot.

Saw the music fighter live, ruki looks like he gained weight DDD :

Dance, dance, dance until I can sleep. These tears won't stop.
Nothing fills my heart, I seem to wither away.

2009-08-17T11:05:00.003+08:00

[[HMMMM...]]

TOAD says HIE.

AHHH LADYBUG CHOC. STOP TEMPTING ME ;A;
The lolly shop lady was super nice though!!

In particular, like gazemen and kagrra, ? haha
I can snuggle with Shin in a futon though he's so short =_= haha
I love this shirt. woo.

New hug-toy because the teddy print on stewie's PJ is falling apart ):
SADDED.

2009-08-16T22:17:00.002+08:00

たとえば　この背に羽があるなら　
旅立った貴方を追いかけて
途切れた記憶の糸を繋げて　　
もう一度貴方を抱きしめたくて

If I ever had wings on this back
I would catch up to you on your journey
I want to connect these threads of memory
and embrace you once more.

I miss j-rock and its beautiful lyrics.
Maybe I'll go back to my gazemen and kagrra, soon ;3;
However, so many things in the J-rock industry are depressing.

We'll always remember you, Jasmine You sama. ;3;
For once, I feel like having participating in a tribute ):

must.stop.eating.ladybugs.

2009-08-16T21:41:00.006+08:00

[[must.stop.eating.ladybugs.]]

My pack of ladybug chocolates is sitting in front of me, as if mocking me to say "Eat me! Forget your diet!"

FUCK U LADYBUGS.
):

My mouth is reallllllyyyy itching to chew something.
I want to eat hi-chew suddenly.

Anyways it's 10 fucking resources to pass my assignment and I''m down to 8.
I need 2 fucking more and like maybe extra 2 so I look somewhat hardworking.
There isn't enough information anywhere =_____=

This is really SIAN.

imustbeanicerperson. imustbeanicerperson. imustbeanicerperson. imustbeanicerperson.
imustbeanicerperson. imustbeanicerperson. imustbeanicerperson. imustbeanicerperson.
imustbeanicerperson. imustbeanicerperson. imustbeanicerperson. imustbeanicerperson.

发脾气

2009-08-16T10:33:00.002+08:00

［［发脾气］］

我要回新加坡 COS 啦！o(T口T)o

＊发脾气＊

为什么要回去 COS 的时候，我必须去澳洲读书 ORZ。

我做功课做到很烦，很烦，很烦！
POLY 的功课比较简单哦 ORZ.

1500 个字，其实很简单就能写出来，是 reference, literature review 和 citation 的问题！！
讨厌！！！！！！！、(=口＝）

=_=

2009-08-15T21:15:00.003+08:00

[[=_=]]

I love you but this is not a uni-competition between who is better off studying what. Who gets it tougher because you're studying xxx subject while i'm studying yyy subject.

Everyone has difficulties adjusting to uni.
Can we stop comparing whose life sucks more?

wo ren le hen jui :(

In other news....

I WANT THESE BOOTS.
PLUS 8478238429384242 DIFFERENT THINGS FROM THIS SELLER.

If this wasn't any indication of my obsession over the hime-style, I don't know what else does.

I like the princess style but I dont want to be a princess like...for real.
Cause I know people who do, and they kinda freak me out =/ [minus the dress-up though]

Cant wait to go back to Singapore so I can remit money to all my china suppliers ;3;

LINGERIE.

2009-08-15T16:30:00.002+08:00

[[LINGERIE.]]

I DONT KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH ME BUT I HAVE A HUGE TENDENCY TO WANT TO BUY LINGERIE FORM SPREES.

They are all so cute and cheap though :(
My Singapore bank no money liao :(

SIANNNNNNNNN.
*emos on stewie's head*

AIYAAAAA

2009-08-15T13:32:00.002+08:00

[[PONDERPONDER]]

Should I not cosplay in Australia and just focus on AFA and EOY first?

Next is aiyo which one to cos first.
Definitely doing Riku. But I'm baffled, which version should I do =_= Green or white. Shall ponder longer about it.
AFA= 2 days of dolls maybe?
Can't wait to do a shoot though HAHA.

I dont know if I should finally do Okita Souji or should I do Kamui or Konan for EOY =/ HMMMMM.
Ponder ponder.

Should I also cos zone 00?
PONDER PONDER.

Why am I not doing work?
PONDER PONDER.

self-grounding begins today

2009-08-14T14:08:00.002+08:00

[[self-grounding begins today]]

I'm self-grounded for this weekend!

I need to finish all my assignments.
And get started on theory & prac one too.

I wanna do a bit of self-reflecting and be a nicer person.
Recently I've become such a meanie.
Is it my period? haha.

I'll try to not say many bad things abut people. Hahaa.

I WANT THE KOREAN PIMPLE CREAM THING!
But my Singapore bank has no $$$.
Siannnnnn. :(

i miss my lil brother. :(

2009-08-14T07:53:00.003+08:00

[[i miss my lil brother. :(]]

Because I fought with him 2 weeks prior to my leaving, I didn't spend a lot of time with him at all =/

It's my fault really for not letting matters go :(

I really miss my silly brother. When he heard I missed him, he came online to talk to me, though in a very patronising way hahaa.

Me: I miss you many many :(
Him: ok i miss you 2.

=_____=

I reckon he was busy with dota =____=

I miss his nonsense :(

My elder brother got scolded by my mother for messing around with her msn, causing me to block her account.

Heh ?

The seller for the napidoll head I want has not responded to me at all :(
SIAN MAN.

Gotten lots of love from friends and others about recent kuroshitsuji pictures ;3;
Thanks so much!
I didnt feel particularly confident about the shoot so I was a bit worried about the shots.
Woo, glad it wasnt as bad much thanks to MJ and Wilson's awesome skills ;3;
Going to sell this version and get another set maybe haha.

I cant wait for AFA09 and EOY.
Not sure if I should cosplay for both days and then EOY again. Cause right now I only want to do ONE DUDE haha. But I can re-use the uniform for other characters [think of it as Vampire Knight kind =_= hahaa] Maybe I'll get plans started with Sei!

Maylene or Konan =// hmmmm.

Live. Love. Laugh.

2009-08-13T07:41:00.005+08:00

[[Live. Love. Laugh.]]

Yesterday I had an amazing time at the Ekka!

Bought 2 showbags: SUPRE and Family Guy.

I'm excited for the boost voucher HAHAA.
aud16.

Family guy showbag. aud18.50
Comes with
1. Stewie plushie [your choice from 3]
2. Stewie window sticker
3. Burpmaster 8DD
4. Inflatable hammer
5. Inflatable stewie
6. Stewie Air freshener
7. Stewie Toilet paper
8. Some clip thing
9. Some t-shit thing. WHAT ARE YOU.

Was disappointed with spongebob and hello kitty showbag.
More disappointed they dont have any disney showbags. Only Disney princess. LIKE WTF?
In addition to the showbags, I bought PLUSHIES.
Almost bought more, but I stopped myself.

AUD12 Stewie!!

AUD $12.50 TOAD!
It reminds me of my cute little brother when he plays mario party with me. He ALWAYS chooses Toad and he does the Toad victory dance. And it's so fucking cute!
Not really nice to hug, but so fucking cute! If my little brother likes it, I'll give it to him maybe.

I also spent AUD$3 on bunny ears [THEY LIGHT UP!] and wore it with Yen who bought the white one! :P

There's a reason WHY I didnt take many pictures of Ekka...
It will be explained to you later.

We left for Ekka and went to the showbag pavillion. Luckily we did it first as it was packed later in the afternoon!

Spent an hour there and stopped self from buying anything remotely stupid.
Also stopped Yen from buying too many things haha.
Tang yaun is super cute pls.

We moved oof to eat icecream while waiting to re-group with Jeremy, Leslie, Kelly, Kelda and Jean.

ICECREAM WAS FRIGGIN GREAT.

We moved to the other area to play some games in hope that we would win a BIG STUFFED TOY.
First game:

Throw the bag into the mouth and it will go to a number. Add the numbers up and see if you will win a prize!

We spent quite a bit here, in vain of winning a huge toy. I wisely chose not to! Doesnt seem reliable hahaa. In my head, everything was like "OMG RIGGED. IT'S SO RIGGED."

Later onwards we played MOREEEEE carnival games. Leonard wanted to see me try a hand at this ball rolling one. And the carniee lady made it look real easy! Also she gave us extra 2-3 throws each. So I thought I would hop on this chance!

I told her I'm ging to test-try and I got my first ball into the coloured hoop. So dengdengdeng confidence boost and I got everything in! =D I could pick ANY stuffed toy. Yen kept suggesting the penguin [which was also cute] but my eyes were on the dragon! I didn't know which colour, [purple or red] but I chose red in the end. AUD$5 for a huge dragon. My first carniee BIG win!

Jeremy spent AUD$30 and got a huge elephant by playing this "chance of luck" game where you pull strings and get a prize. I almost tried that too! But it was AUD5 per string (@_@)

With my big dragon and stuffed toys in one big bag, I hardly have enough hands to carry my camera. Thus pictures stopped until I found a place to leave all my stuff somewhere haha.

We went to eat dagwood dogs! Which is actually corndogs. HOOO. Happy geri. But I had a tough time eating it :(

Saw a mini parade and my favourite egg-maker!!
The one that stamps smiley faces onto their eggs!!

Steve called my dragon, LONGAN. So the name has stuck haha. On the way to see animals, Steve pulled a balloon prank on me. =___= But we gave the balloon to Joson since we really couldnt see him and walked past him when he was waiting for us haha. whoops.

We went to see animals ! You could pat them and feed them ($2)! One sheep rubbed its side against longan and I was like "WHOA WHOA HEY THERE BUDDY." And saved my poor dragon haha.

I love the baby cows!!! SO CUTE!!!

They had puppies too! UBERRRR CUTE.
I missed the chick-holding since I went out of the nursery first.

I saw ducks with Steve and he went "Waaa, i havent had duck meat in a long time" WALAOOOO. Then he saw the ducklings and said "Beginings of peking duck!" WALAOOOOOO.

Went to see horses! loveeeeee. And Steve yet again stuck something on my back =_=
But this time I caught him so I stuck it back on him. KNS.

We (Me, Steve, leonard, Weimin) lost everyone so we were roaming on our own until we reached the chickens and decided to not go further since there were MANYMANY weird chickens. We waited around to regroup again ~

MORE PICTUREZZZ TIME:

Tang yuan and guo dong!

Annoying girl kept molesting me the other day haha.
Her hands were super cold and she kept touching my leg. WALAO.
You wait kelda chai. >(

Leonard and i HAHAA. stupid face.

Bunny powahhh.

Nice guy weimin!

Irritating Steve, Longan and I.

Joson and I.

LONGAN ROARSSS.
Joson and Steve kept hitting his ass because the stuffing around his neck came loose due to my brutal hugging around his neck (X_x) Thanks guys but the neck is slanted again when I woke up this morning haha. Also Longan was a tear somewhere where the stuffing is falling out D: Operation tmr!

I decided to give the hammer life!
HAHAH.

Stewie is my new "I-NEED-TO-HUG-SOMETHING" favourite! Intially it was Elly.
I love his big head. I can rest my own head on it hahha.

I think we lost A LOT of weight walking around. Was dead-beat when I got home so I slept like 9ish pm. Took some meds and woke up at 9am WOO.

Love sleeping long hours!
My shoulder still hurts though :(
SAD.

A-HOLE

2009-08-11T20:38:00.002+08:00

[[A-HOLE]]

As much as I love my elder brother.
I sometimes really cant stand him AT ALL.

It's not funny when you wanna act all childish and joke around, you jackass.
I'm seriously worried and concerned and you don't give a fuck.

At first it was funny, but now it isn't anymore.
Fuck you.

Thanks for not replying my SMS nor my messages online.
But EVERYTIME YOU ask ME for help, I'm always there to do things for you. To help you the FASTEST way possible. To make sure everything is ok. But when it's my turn, you don't give a fuck nor want to reply.

Fuck you and your shitty ass WoW or whatever football manager shit thing that YOU cant even have time for your fucking family.

Was all I believed in you, lies?
That you were the caring brother I always had?
You are a jerk and you know it.

EKKA TMR BABEHHH!

2009-08-11T19:54:00.002+08:00

[[EKKA TMR BABEHHH!]]

CANT FUCKING WAIT!

BTW piccies time!
CCM mates came over to give us scones:

My new starbucks TUMBLER.

Love it!
I use it at home and I bought another one for school =D

Kayden and I outside the apartment building!
Will upload his shoot pictures soon!!

We were watching the NDP screening live via webcast!:

Of course not everyone's in the picture.
Steve, Regina, Leon etc was missing.
More on facebook if you had added me =D

NDP was so boring but it was super FUN thanks to Joson and Jeremy who were singing songs and stuff. Hahaha.

annoyed.

2009-08-10T12:49:00.002+08:00

[[[annoyed.]]

My head hurts like fuck.
I've got a cold.
I have to deal with this shit.
I have 2 assignments due next week that requires a lot of writing and reading.

I want to go home and wallow under my blankie.

I heart my mum

2009-08-09T10:37:00.002+08:00

[[I heart my mum ]]

Managed to skype with her this noon <3
She opened up my soom package to check my glot for me, HIE CHARITY <3
Apprently it looks ok, like nothing seems really out of place. I asked if anything was cracked, and she said no. But i'm still worried?
Mum wants to send everything [charity + her yukata] over via DHL/fedex and will also send my magazines and also some skin care products. --> i need whitening products. I'M MORE TANNED NOW. KNS. So I'm researching heavily into it now

Also saw grandma.
Almost cried :(
I love my granny. She's so cute.

My dog was hurt. :(
why?
Coz he's too fat.
i told florence 89327472847749807 times. DO NOT FEED THE DOG other than 1 meal per day.
So now that the vet officially said he's fat, my mum said they told everyone strictly to not feed him excess food. I'm very sadden by this. My poor baby :(
It was SGD90 for the jab to make his leg better :( I'm so happy my mum has compassion for Lucky.

She also lost a lot of weight! Haha. Good job mum =3=
I cant wait to go back to Singapore =3= I wanna shop shop shop and eat eat eat~~~~

Going out to city to buy cookie monster PJ top and then starbucks water bottles (x2!!)
Pictures when my bandwidth gets better!