Wednesday, July 22, 2009
[[lazy lazy pixie]]
When I come home from school, I watch TV, cook dinner, have dinner, wash dishes, shower,. use computer. Then I feel so freaking sleepy :( I sleep before 11pm.
I can't study, and I only study at night.
I don't like studying in the day then going off for class. I don't know, it feels weird. But I'm going to try to do that tomorrow. I have lots of readings and I want to catch up with the other students :(
I think lugging a textbook is a good way in case I come too early for class. [Provided my tutorials in future wont need laptops]
I find that I like taking random bus rides and listening to music.
Or maybe its a consolation when I get lost haha. But honestly, it's a pleasant escape.
I was bored the other day:
I spent more than AUD300 on textbooks today.
I always feel bad thinking about how much I spend coming to Aussie even though my dad constantly tells me to not worry. But I do cause I can be very money-orientated =/
We FINALLY had a Skype session cause I finally manged to stay awake after 11pm since I had a late afternoon class. I saw my parents, brothers [marcus came on for like 1 sec], my cute maid and my LOVELY DOGGIE. Though he couldnt see me of course nor recognise my distorted voice on the laptop.
Fuck i miss my dog so freaking much I want to cry :( I kept telling myself to not cry when I saw him on the screen.
Thinking of him feeling sad and confused why I'm not there makes me sadder :(
Apparently everyone says he waits for me at the balcony door until I get back, and sometimes by my room's door.
My poor baby :(
Hope he's eating fine and not putting on more weight =_=
I keep a photo of him in my schedule book in my bag, ahhh Lucky, Mummy really misses you so so muchhhhh. ;---; I cant wait to be back in December. It's things like these that make me want to come back in September :(
Piko blogged at 7:25 PM
